It lurks in every corner

Of my heart

That uncertain and tainted

Desire for you to love me

So I can then let you go

The overwhelming pressure

To make you want me

Then tell you no

To take your breath away

At one glance into my eyes

The caress of my voice

And silently knowing

It will haunt you forever

To test your strength and pride

To only turn away from you

And leave you alone

Making you want me more

And more

As I close my eyes

And cry

True evil is wanting to love

And not able to

I just left this place, it was the worst 6 years of my life....... keep trying, please, it ended up so worth it for me, and I hope the same for you....

Nice writing

John

P.S  the song i just posted (for you, for me.) is about the transition from that place, to love, for my girl and i, who are identical.....it really is possible

pure evil. loving anywas.