Decomposed, I bathe you.
Yet still cold, your heart beats.
Warmth of thy passion still aflame?
I beg thee to awake from this slumber
For I never beat -- without thee.
I stroke thy rivers of gold on thy head
Oh how I crave your odor of indulgence
Lay, just unwind, do not tire thyself
Blossom oh loved one, towards the moonlight it comes
Such skin reflecting the moon’s glorifying beauty
shant become one of death’s advocate in the end…
Caressing hereabout, around her vivid lips
Oh how I wish to see you speak once more
I miss your breath every arising of the sad sun
Thy comparison of living death or dying in life
Cannot lead me to questions that – now – in solitude
I ask for death not to lead my life of memories…
Thrilling rides called memories that are packed within.
I ask Him for a chance to never let go of thy pictures
For the mind is a beautiful thing, but it craves thirst
You are – nevertheless – the thirst that quenches me
Decomposed, I dry you.
Yet after hours of bathing, unsurprisingly frozen solid
Drying each fraction with gentle composure
I desire thee more than any man can desire love
I desire thee more than any man can buy his own power
Swirling around thy pale yet soft breast, I realized
You are not coming back the way you used to be
No matter, how much I try – try to believe not
For you are one beat within me
But the melody off-beat now.
And I – heart -- will never reconcile...